| Saturday, March 31st, 2007 |
| 2:33 pm |
i gotta move to find my place.
I wasn't born for small-talk crowds,
I know what I want & it's not in this town.
I don't wanna just survive.
I'm gonna hit the road, I'm gonna drive.
so ive decided im gonna post my annual lj post. haha i never write in this thing. maybe i should start. i always say that and it never ends up happening. its probably better because that way, you people dont creep. haha. maybe i'll just write in here stuff i dont care about. okay so i went to mcdonalds today, theyre selling wizard of oz barbie dolls in their happy meals, so you know thats what i got. =] your jealous, by farr. anywho, schools stupid. theres no reason we should be there. we dont do anything, ever. i think the most i did this week was took a vocab quiz and have one day of math homework and then next week its a 3 day week. so its just stupid. us holy cross kids, school. what? lol i also went to acme, i saw mike martin, hes always in there. but i guess thats me with the aid. oh well. hopefully, i wont have to be there this summer. hopefully my voice teacher can get me a job with her. and she said 10 dollars an hour, thats so much better then the aid. well thats about it. maybe ill write again when im in college. haha. hopefully not.
=] =] <3 Current Mood: cramps suck |
| Friday, September 8th, 2006 |
| 12:48 pm |
forget me; its that simple.
I remember waiting for you to call.
I remember waiting there to find nothing at all.
so today, friday, september 7th 2006.
is my first solo in a show since i was lord knows
how old. im nervous as anything and theres still
like 6 hours till the show. thats not too good. hah.
Tonight i sing "Hopelessly Devoted To You" from
Grease. I think this is my most challenging song.
so wish me luck!
onto other things...
yesterday was the first day of school, my classes
are pretty chill, i'm happy with them in the most
part. already have a paper due. not cool. haha. ive
decided that boys are dumb. haha. but i always
decide that, dont i? matthew is the only boy for me<3
hahaha yall can chill. i dont got a bf. he is the best
friend i could ever ask for. last night he stayed up w/
me till 2 in the morning on the phone and we talked
about random shiz. and i liked it. haha. but dont worry
you wont see me and matt as a couple anytime soon.
But i have to go get somewhat ready, ttyl<3 Current Mood:  nervous |
| Wednesday, September 6th, 2006 |
| 4:11 pm |
heyaaaa mr. blotch p. koch.
MY LIFE BE LIKE OOH AAH!! so work today at 6. sucks that the last day of
the summer i have to spend at the aid but oh
well. my show is on friday and saturday, my
voice is coming back slowly so im happy. alot
of the people i met at that place are really chill.
theyre younger then me, but theyre pretty awesome.
esp. kelly o, kelly b, megan, sarah, tom, and conner.
theyre my loves. and yeah they make me happy.
so school tomorrow, i dont wanna go. at all.
but hopefully this yr will be 10 times better and i have a feeling it will be.
this yr im just chilling. starting off with a clean slate.
hopefully. well i gotta peace. BYE<3 Current Mood:  crazy |
| Friday, August 25th, 2006 |
| 10:56 am |
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
Cause love doesnt hurt
so i know im not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces.
So yesterday was good, i suppose. i went to work and
i got to work with Cody and Tony and those are
the nights I tell ya. easy and carefree. So Nick Kwalchyk
or however you spell his name, wants to and i
think is going to be working at rite aid which sucks b/c
hes one of the most annoying people EVER! &
Cody has to break the news to him that he's driving me
to school & not him. haha. shorts. so im happy.
sat = festival of lights in burl maybe?
not sure yet. but thats about it really. peaceee<3
Current Mood:  hungry |
| Wednesday, August 23rd, 2006 |
| 12:12 pm |
wake up miss california..
leave the kitchen light on please
i promise not to make a scene
so i havent written in here in forever. but hey i promise i'll get better at it.
anywho. ive realized that you really cant count on people to always be
there. and thats okay. ive been depending on myself. and im doing great.
so today i have work at 6.. thats kinda been my life. and my theatre thing
but thats about it really. its sad but i dont really care. theres nothing else
really much to say but yeah.. hows your life?
<3 Current Mood:  blank |
| Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006 |
| 4:56 pm |
i woke up in NYC from my sleep behind the wheel
okay this will be kinda eh. but bare with me.
alrite.. you know how at one time
everythings perfect. or
at least going your way for once.
well that was me. like maybe 2
weeks ago. i think spring break.
i had uber fun and didnt think about anything.
it was nice. i think my job puts wayy too
much stress on me. i love everyone
there minus one or two. but like
everynight im working this week minus
today because i have guitar. and then the
week of the 12th i cant take off because
we have to do inventory. my job needs to
fucking know that im still a fucking kid. that
i still have school and a social life. maybe they
didnt when they were younger and thats why
theyre where they are today . but seriously.
next order of buisness.
i feel like im losing all of my friends.
i feel like when im in a classroom, that
im sitting by myself. and i cant carry on
a conversation with others. like i talk to people
but not in the way i want to.
i dont know. this may just be ME, but i dont
know right now. and btw if suddenly you dont get
my posts anymore. i deleted you. because you
creep too much. and im sorry but im the best
creeper. and you cant take my spot. lol. thanksss. Current Mood:  groggy |
| Wednesday, April 19th, 2006 |
| 7:08 pm |
oh myyyy
so i officially love liars. like seriously, theres no reason to lie. even if it was a little white lie.. i thought you were my friend. and last time i checked.. friends dont do that to each other. but its cool anyways im at tines alone.. again. but its okay when she gets back the real fun begins were going to hooters to get them mighty tasty wings lol. fun stuff. tomorrow. hopefully shopping i have negative summer clothes and need to get on that. but anyways im gonna go finish talking to kentucky<3 then i shall be gone. peace outttt. bloodhound: hooters? frequent visitor? kellizzle: no actually this is my first time, but i hear their wings are mighty tasty bloodhound: not the only thing mighty tasty bloodhound: still havent been to one though, none aroundhere kellizzle: leave it up to you to make it dirty. bloodhound: your not too healthy minded either little miss. what would i do without kentucky. lol Current Mood:  calm |
| Thursday, March 23rd, 2006 |
| 5:16 pm |
"stressors"
ughhhh
exhausting day.
we had shortened periods but it still felt like it went on forever.
Current Mood: exhausted |
| Friday, March 10th, 2006 |
| 3:02 am |
oh my you crack me up
so today was good i suppose. nothing really spectacular happened. i stood up for my friends and i guess im not aloud to do that. cause people gotta talk shit. whatever.. dont care your worth nothing of importance to me i talked to glenna today alot. well more then usual. and it was good. im glad i did.i feel really out of the loop these days with friends and all that ish. like i dont know whats going on or anything anymore. and they cant tell me things or something. its weird. but im gonna go and maybe get some sleep for once. <3 Current Mood:  nostalgic |
| Friday, February 24th, 2006 |
| 9:08 am |
this love isnt good enough unless its me and you.
TELL ME THIS LOVE HASNT
CHANGED ME, HASNT CHANGED
ME AT ALL<3
so i haven't written in here in the longest time i know lovelys. ive been busy.. first i was at the ski trip.. which kinda blowed.but oh well. i kinda learned to snowboard so. then i was off to washinton dc for a leadership forum. i thought it was gonna be all nerds. to my surprise, there was actually cool people there. =) and ever since ive been back here, things arent too good. my grades are down, im easily aggitated, and very impatient. but who knows. thats about it.. peace<33 Current Mood:  excited |
| Sunday, January 22nd, 2006 |
| 9:39 pm |
what a shameee
well.
i wish i could write an emo post
and fit in with everyone.
but thats not me. not even close.
so today i thought i was gonna stay home
from work cause i thought i was gonna hang out
with someone. anyone.
but nothing happened.
so i went to work.. i had to work with the annoying
girl and andrew. i didnt have fun.
now i have to go study for midtermmsss..
peace&love. Current Mood: mellow |
| Wednesday, January 18th, 2006 |
| 4:11 pm |
where you are is where i wanna be
And given one more try
I don't know if I would stay
I feel so much better now
And baby begging me will leave you so empty inside
So you shouldn't even try
so today was. boring. dumb. i could go on. but i wont.
but yeah new yellowcard cd is out.. im pumped.
thats them up there.. b.t.w.
i cant wait till the ski trip, i feel it will be good.
i would say hopefully "NO DRAMA"
but everytime i say that.. theres drama.. sooo
im not gonna say it.
what else...
im going to taste of chaos with mia, tine, and brit
i am so redonkulously pumped..
you have no ideaaa..
well. thats about it.. peace up, a town down.
Current Mood:  confused |
| Saturday, January 14th, 2006 |
| 11:50 am |
and still im left looking back,,
<center>where shall i begin. this was an awful week,
but i swear i tried to make it better.
so onward we go..
the boyfriend thing didn't work out again..
but for some reason, im okay with that.
in the back of my mind i knew it wouldnt.
teachers = shut the hell up; your not as smart as you think
you are, you work at HOLY CROSS. get it through your head.
i swear teachers in that school give you bad grades
if they dont like you. but whatever.
i had to work every day this week except tuesday
because i have gee-tar.
and i didnt go thursday because i had the ski
trip meeting which i thought would be important but it wasn't.
and i saw beautiful play basketball = <3
and then i slept over tineys. it was good. the flyers lost =(
today immmm -- you guessed it -- working. another =(
but tomorrow i dont work and im going to work on a project
about PASSOVER. im making soup. =P
and then tine will come over and we'll VISIT GRANDMA.<3
your jealous.
<33 Current Mood: drained |
| Sunday, January 8th, 2006 |
| 7:30 pm |
lets get things straight
hi my names kelly. im "not fun" and "boring". so this is my plan. i will put bags over my head, put tape over my mouth, and swing from doors just so i can be cool. sike. uhm. yes. i learned my lesson with that one. haha. i like when i leave my town. i might get shot for saying that. delis are not fun to party at. uhmm. yeah. i dunno. alot of weird forence things need to be talked about and i think im just the girl to do so. but morre importantly lets get into my life eh. okay so friday i had to work, i wasnt exactly a happy camper. then saturday i had work and after that christine marie came over for the madres birthday party. we lit a fire up under her ass. i dunno it sounded cool. sunday which is today we saw "the family stone" it was good and i enjoyed. then we went shopping and i got a nice flannel shirt to wear around town and show off my proudness for living in this town. well im peacing.
ill end with 2 amazing lines...
i love you but im not in love with you
&&&
i love you i just cant be with you.
arent they amazing....?????
<3 Current Mood: thoughtful |
| Thursday, December 29th, 2005 |
| 10:36 pm |
this is the start of something good.
SO HERE I AM; LOOKING PRETTY FOR YOU
COME AROUND, SO MANY FACES, THEYRE JUST NO USE
SO IM DANCING ALONE <33
so. i havent updated in a while. probably cause i dont want to or
im working or im hanging out with someone or i just dont feel like it.
so im trying my hand at this boyfriend thing again. yeah. hopefully,
this time it will be better. uhm. what else. today i felt like shit but still
went to work; i call that a trooper. and i call you a..... whore. lol j/k
but. fo' real. im sick of all this i dont talk to him/her because she talks to
her/him. its annoying. i just wanna get along with everyone. thatd be
nice. well im out. and just fillin ya in. <33 Current Mood: content |
| Wednesday, December 21st, 2005 |
| 3:13 pm |
She had diamonds at her feet...
YOUR VISION OF
ROMANCE IS CRUEL.
AND I JUST PLAYED
THE FOOL..
uhm. so heres an update my loves.
i tore 2 ligaments in my knee. =/
surgery is optional at this point..
im not doing it. sorry. lol.
uhm. today i got the presents from the
relatives in colorado. but my mom is
being dumb and not letting me open
them till christmas. tear.
thats about it. i guess. ill ttyl <3
Current Mood: blank |
| Monday, December 19th, 2005 |
| 8:08 pm |
ILL BE SEEING YOU IN ALL THE OLD FAMILIAR PLACES
THAT THIS HEART EMBRACES ALL DAY THROUGH...
so last night was pretty fun..
me and tine made some hot music videos.
and let me refrain that EXTREMELY HOT MUSIC VIDEOS..
lol. today was school. i wore like 0 amounts of make-up.. it was nice.
what else?
oh yeah. please just get ovvvverrrr iittttt. i mean come on..
its the holiday season. lol.
i got mad at my dad today because he put my presents under
the tree already and i said that didnt feel like christmas please
go hide them. i got really mad. it was weird. but i mean you
know when something doesnt feel right and this definitly didnt.
but oh well. im done rambling.
im gonna go play with my princess tea set. come play with me. you wont.
<33
Current Mood: relaxed |
| Friday, December 16th, 2005 |
| 4:04 pm |
wtf
LETS GO OUT NOW INTO THE DARKNESS OF YOUR THOUGHTS
HURRY UP NOW WERE WAITING FOR US TO FALL
FALL TO PEICES NOW; A BROKEN MIRROR IN YOUR LIFE
SILENCE IN BLACK AND WHITE
okay this will probably be my most emo entry but thats because im pissed
not because i want attention. okay. tonight is my only night off for a while.
i wanted to hang out with someone but plans got screwed up, then i wanted
to go shopping with the bff but shes all the way at cherry hill and my
parents cant drive me there right now and they have other shit to do tonight.
so basically im fucked for the night. my dad decided to yell ar me for no
reason at all. and wants to take my cell phone away again. wtf? anyways. all
i know is im sad and i need someone here right now. thats all i fuckin want.
well thats about it. i need to go find something to do tonight, if you can help
---lemme know.
<3 Kelly
IM OUTSIDE OF YOUR WINDOW WITH MY RADIO Current Mood:  sad |
| Saturday, December 10th, 2005 |
| 11:06 am |
I WAS LOSING MYSELF TO SOMEBODY ELSE BUT NOW I SEE
I DONT WANNA PRETEND SO THIS IS THE END OF YOU AND ME
CAUSE THE GIRL THAT YOU WANT
SHE WAS TEARIN' US APART
CAUSE SHES EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING im not...
so uhm. yeah. i was officially grounded for the first time since i was like 8 and
it sucked. they took away my phone. oh well. i suppose i learned. i missed talking
to my madd stoopid best friend forever :-( and i missed talking to a boy. but most of
all the bff. like i took breaks at work, and i reached for my cell to call her and it
wasnt there. i was pissed cause i took like 5 min breaks cause theyre was nothing to do.
but yeah today i get to see the bff, were seeing rent with the madres. im a little pumped
uhm. yeah. thats about it really. i gotta go get ready PEACE.
<3333
Current Mood: crazy |
| Wednesday, December 7th, 2005 |
| 4:44 pm |
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